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6.04.2006 before i begin, i'd like to express my elation at having a Creative Zen Vision: M charging outside in the living room. wheeee! :D this entry is a collection of random thoughts accumulated over the past few months that i have not had the courage to print. and in my absolutely haggard state now, i feel a need to tell the truth. i am sick from hearing people complain about mundane inconsistencies in life, about how they are made to function against their will (in the army), or how they are placed situations that are biased against them. dude(s), fairness has never been an option around here. go become a starving south african baby born with HIV, suffering from scurvy and rickets and other nutrition deficiencies, then maybe we can talk about fairness. and as for the those who can't be bothered to keep in contact, i don't feel the need to bother attempting to keep in contact anymore. she's really not worth my effort, even if she's been a really good chum in JC, or that i've disclosed a particularly secret secret of mine to her. being too busy for old friends is never a good enough excuse. unless (of course) we've never been friends. (stop those lies. you know you really don't bother.) i feel lonely all the time. i feel lonely in camp (and hurt) when i'm left out of nights off outings between themselves. i feel lonely when everyone around speaks in malay. i feel lonely in my rejection from NUS med. i feel lonely as i type this. i feel lonely but i can't help it. Everything in Its Own Good Time Means Slowly. 23:57 / and blackened tears fell with mine // |
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4 Comments:
hey dude! i agree with u abt the frenship thingy. it's like sometimes u get sick n tired of maintaining a particular frenship alr cos the other party doesnt even care. excuses like "sorry, i'm not free to reply ur msg" etc are kinda sickening. replying an sms only takes seconds, it doesnt take up one whole day! and when u ask them y they're liddat, they say they're busy. fine then. hm..sorry for my long comment..haha..anw take care k? =) -eunice
Yea. I see no point in maintaining a friendship where the other party can't be even be bothered to stay in touch. And how can u be lonely? You still have us! ;)
"Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception, the very great exception. If you expecct to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you'll ever do is to understand yourself, konw what it is that you want, and not let the cattle stand in your way.
-Moo."
guess sometimes the most comforting thought is that at the end, 我们都寂寞. btw where got vegan, i might like veggies but i like animals too - meet up and devour some of them with me when i'm home!!
lastly, don't give up k? if it's possible to try again next year go for it. take care and cya soon - remember to keep in contact too! :P
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