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5.17.2006 this week is traumatic and will (definitely) continue to be until saturday dawns, with the slight possibility that the trauma might continue even when saturday arrives. no matter how i swerve my thoughts away from the matter, it continues to invade my mind like a horde of relentless cockroaches. erks. i feel like planning a med-rejects cry-together session already. if i'm rejected, i know i will. cry, that is. in retro-retrospect, i've decided i didn't exactly do fantastic during my interview and it wasn't good enough to warrant an "okay". i realised, after much rumination, that i projected myself as an inconfident, reckless, incoherent, indecisive and unintelligible candidate. i barely managed to handle my questions and i had to often stop, look down and ponder over certain problems. the only thing that can save me from elimination is my extraordinary background which consisted of zilch biology-related projects, old age and my incessant smile-like-an-idiot technique. i'm really scared. i hate to let people down. i hate to let people down. 20.05.06 and in the end, i let everybody down. 19:06 / and blackened tears fell with mine // |
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