5.21.2006 recovery has been slow. actually, i don't know whether there is a point in going through recovery at all; my unconscious may have finally decided this is what i want to do - and that there may be no point attempting therapy anymore. yesterday i was saved by The Trick Is to Keep Breathing: A Novel by Janice Galloway and i learnt that It's OK to have Bad Days. she said 'the trick is to keep breathing, make out it's not unnatural at all. They say it comes with practice.' so i went out and got a book about someone getting diagnosed with cancer, another involving a doomed aircraft and a 101 of occupations in banking. i hope they help. recovery is still slow. i keep forgetting to breathe. 19:57 / and blackened tears fell with mine // |
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