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5.26.2006 it has been a fairly amazing week, with me on the verge of depression on day 1 when i awoke to work still suffering the aftermath of being a med reject. and worse, people i worked with noticed my unusually silent form (while i resorted to doodling for release) and started asking questions that made my emotions plunge further. things improved after i spent my nights in camp feeling depressed, sorting out my thoughts, watching the american idol season five finale and thinking of absolutely nothing at all. and today i cleared my second year fitness test. i have my own little secret when it comes to 2.4km timed runs. i'd like to dedicate my triumph to jas, oliver and julia for always miraculously appearing in the back of my mind and start spurring me on when i'm on the verge of giving up. i also imagined haogen ahead of me today goading me to hurry up. so yeah, i'll be nice and thank him too. (and because it's only right to begin giving thanks to people who've helped you through a difficult time so i'll also) thank rizlan and dr liem for trying to cheer me up and helping me find a direction, despite neither attempts working out at all. also, thanks to John Diamond's Because Cowards Get Cancer Too for giving me another reason to cry. my own tribulations don't seem to be so trying after all. thank you amazon.com for the final shipment of wonders including this, this, this, this, this, this and this. just in time for my retail therapy. no thanks to NUS for still not posting out my rejection letter. and to everyone else who hasn't done anything nice for me for the week, you're all forgiven because i know we're all selfish bastards at heart. thankyouverymuch. 19:38 / and blackened tears fell with mine // |
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2 Comments:
hey don't worry too much. no news don't mean rejection. many people who are put on the waiting list actually got news very near the disruption date so not all is lost!
i got the "I am sorry about this" mail today. so yeah, all is lost.
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