11.29.2005

it breaks my heart to know

i probably shouldn't have done this right before i immerse myself into 2 weeks of immense boredom and sleeplessness (as such accentuating the sleeplessness portion), but curiosity got the better of me and i eventually succumbed. and now, for these few weeks i have to live with the overwhelming flood of loneliness and disappointment.

my name has disappeared from the lists of the 2 people that have ever made me feel like i'm in love-

maybe someday i'll manage to live with it, maybe i won't ever. all i can promise is that the capacity of love in me has yet again been robbed from its coffers and anyone i meet next, i can only embrace with less love

until the cycle repeats itself and i lose totally, who i've ever become.

how would you feel if you've just lost 2 chances at love and simultaneously left 2 friendships to retire; well, i feel much colder already- and it's not just the weather.

09:39 / and blackened tears fell with mine //

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

oh take care... *hugz*

4:13 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

eh actually that programme bluff ppl one..i checked mine and found out later that those ppl shown din delete me at all...

muthu

11:47 PM  

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