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9.07.2005 you're convinced there is one person who's the only one you want to fall in love with. but why is this person always the one that's most impossible to get? and why did haagen dazs produce a blacksugar-flavoured ice cream called custard pudding which is so absolutely weird? why can't i stand being lonely? then again, why can't i stand being around people? why can't i be satisfied? on the other hand, why is it that i can't have the things/people i want?  (i need to learn how to treat wounds without having my hands shivering) (or my head spinning from nausea. i accidentally spilt at least 200ml of centrimide all over my MOP today. there must be a better way to wrap blisters up without causing major problems in after-event rubbish disposal. i get so angry when the commanders push their men so hard. makes me sososo angry. sofreakinangry. idunnowhy but it does. and then i start thinking that i'll treat the men with extra care and concern and try to use my vocation to shield them from all the shit the commanders give them. and then start being evil to injured commanders. but then there's the dilemma- the commanders treat me like one of themselves. 23:11 / and blackened tears fell with mine // |
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