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6.23.2005

betchabygollywow. my first rant post.

i really fucking hate ns by now.
and it's not because i'll look back after these 2 years and think about what a waste of time this will be, or how the gahmen has robbed me off precious moments of my career as a fullfledged teenager.

inefficiency is deemed as the greatest bane in any organisation. and in this particular organisation not only does time and money go a-wasting, but the notion of anti-meritocracy percolates into every seam of society. and god knows why this fucking organisation can actually be considered one of the world's finest.

incompetency is rewarded. what more can i say?

i am slaughtered under the sun for being able to march smartly, execute drills with a certain standard of precision and don my headdress in the appropriate manner. whereas a certain nincompoop gets to be excused from parade simply because the bugger is unable put on his beret properly. some justice. hrmph.

and the same nincompoop gets chosen out of luck to go for an advanced course (in which allows his rank to escalate) due to a lack of personnel in his new unit.

i hope nobody comes to tell me that my grumbling about a lack of shoes is uncalled for because there is a legless man on the street and blahblah about how lucky i am, because all i can see are friends with greater vocations than mine.

speaking of feet, my archilles heel set in this afternoon.

my intolerance system towards noise is on the verge of breakdown. you cannot imagine how my concentration has been thwarted time and again by a bunch of unruly bunkmates.

whilst reading amy jenkin's honeymoon (which is a good read nonetheless) i became utterly confused at certain parts due to interruptions by absurdly loud ringtones featuring the song that goes "i'm a little teapot...", and it didn't help that she was writing in a train-of-thought manner (or at least i thought so) which left my timeline for the story so thoroughly messed up.

i guess this is also the correct time to say i finally got my referral after about 5 weeks of waiting to find out that my appointment with the national skin centre is scheduled 2 weeks later.

17:53 / and blackened tears fell with mine //

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